Birthday..It is a symbol of celebration, recollection and memory kan?
Now, i'm 20!I've been too glowing with the title of a woman, hehe :)
26th oct 1989A baby was born at Hospital Besar, Alor Star, Kedah. Abah was on duty at Kuala Lumpur at that time, while mama was staying with her parents at Changlun just for all the convenience. Abah wasn't there and Tok Wan was the one who 'iqamat' her. Well, the baby was me :) All the relatives came and I know the happiness of mama as she suffered a lot of pain and sad 2 years ago because of miscarriage.
Abah took leave for 5 days and went back to Kedah. The baby was not given any name yet (and no suggestion at all). SHERIEL is like the sir name for my family. Along's name is Sheriel Aida. 'Sheriel' was suggested by abah and mama suggested 'Aida'. While me, Tok Wan suggested 'Anina' at the first place and was rejected by Abah. He wanted the second name to be started with AI. Then Tok (grandmother in Kedah) , 'Hang rasa Aizan sedap tak?' All people in the house liked it. Me too! :)
So, she is Sheriel Aizan bt Mahaiddin...
26th oct 2009It began with the call from him. :) Soon after, all the family members and friends. Decided to go off to bed immediately after this and so smile thinking all the sweets thoughts and messages I received.
Thank you to:
ALL!Classes were hectic as usual. That night, we got Contract Law test.
Before going to test,Kak Nina: 'Shey, bawak racket taw. Malam ni ade training badminton. Bawak baju sekali. Nanti tukar kat toilet.
Sheriel: Okay!After test,Kak Nina: Shey, training cancel. Jom main kat court Safiyyah.Sheriel: Okay!Kak Nina: Tapi, akak nak kena jumpa kawan dulu. Baru join korang.Sheriel: Alaaaaa..Tak pelaa, saya ikut akak jumpe kawan pastu baru kite maen.Kak Nina: Tak pe Shey, kejap je jumpe kawan. Korang main dulu.Sheriel: Okay!Me, Asiah and Adibah went to Safiyyah and we played exultingly. About 30 minutes later, Kak Nina still was not there. Suddenly, Adibah recieved a call saying that 'KAK NINA ACCIDENT!'
I was running to the gate as Adibah told us that Iena would come. And suddenly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BITHDAY TO SHERIEL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Kak Nina ada situ ye, tanpa apa-apa luka dan kelihatan sihat sekali bersama kek!
AYAM PUNYE DIBA!
That was very wonderful, we ate together at the car park. :)
Thank you to Nina Syazmeen, Adibah Ali, Asiah Yamin, Baiduri Mustakim, Farahain Roslan and Amira Syahida.
The day after,
Kora: Congratulation Sheriel! You've just won a dinner. Please get prepared in 10 mins! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BITHDAY TO SHERIEL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! A date with roomates, ada kek, seafood and friends :)
Thank you to, Shazalina Shafiee, Izni Qistina, Syakira Tajuddin, Razi Razak, Wan Liyana and Mariam.
People, now I'm 20 taw. Saya sudah jadi anak dara. hihi
Happy 20th birthday,
someone wished me,
'i wish you get married to a rich and dying man'
i replied,
'oh, tak boleh. kesian Aiman' haha
someone wished me,
'i wish you move to a far away land'
i replied,
'thank you! but, not with money in hand'
someone wished me,
'i wish you will be great lawyer'
i replied,
'Amin, So that, i'll pay my parents'
someone wished me,
'I wish you stay healthy and long live'
i replied,
'Insya Allah, with all the prays'
someone wished me,
'I wish you know that all friends are with you forever'
i replied,
'i know, with all the moments together'
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:)
p/s: i have been so tied up with all the works, that is why this post asyik save kat draft je..
Saturday, November 7, 2009
'you are dumb!you are lazy!you are stupid malay!you don't know this simple English word?'
Those are the words spoken out by one that i used to call teacher. yes, TEACHER. I was not good enough in English when i was small. That was the hardest subject i feel .The curses and slaps didn't make me down.
I could remember, when the report card was handed out at the end of that term, my average hovered dangerously close to a fail. But, mama and abah were just calm and smile, while me, crying and sobbing very hard. They went to my school and met that teacher and I watched secretly through the window.
I didn't know the crap they were talking about but I could see the gloomy face of the teacher. My parents are not the kind of exploding their anger to anyone. They'll never ever scold people especially teachers. Maybe, the teacher felt guilty and offending towards me.
But, the stupid thing I did at the time was, coming in with red eyes and a streaming nose and loudly wailed to that teacher telling her that i had tried my best!
'SAYA TAK PANDAI! SAYA TAHU! TAPI, SAYA BUKAN MELAYU YANG BODOH! SAYA SENTIASA CUBA YANG TERBAIK!'
That was funny for the people who never know the words of TRY, EFFORT and DILIGENT.
And after that, mama and abah paid the greatest attention to everything about me, my appearance, health and study. Most of all, they really cared about my education.
So, I studied hard, not only to please them but also because that was the only time i could lose my teacher by proving her that 'I AM NOT THAT STUPID, CIKGU', forget my fears and momentarily escape from her class so full of abusing and insulting.
I got A for English in the UPSR. :) The teacher must have realize something here, that,
Cikgu, saya budak baru belajar,
Kalau salah tolong tunjukkan,
Bukan makian mahupun cacian,
Tapi ajaran yang berkekalan,
Supaya saya ingat akan jasa guru saya,
Bukan dendam, bukan benci,
tapi ucapan TERIMA KASIH yang datang dari
HATI..
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Friday, September 11, 2009
I'm home. Just yesterday the feeling of missing my family is waiting to explode. So, I take the best decision to go home earlier alone since my 'driver' was busying with his monkey business. haha
Well, the pleasant sentiment ended when I arrived front of the door.
abah: abah tak dapat cuti taw. kita tak boleh balik kampung raya tahun ni.
mama: kan aritu cakap da dapat cuti raya?
abah: cuti kene potong last minute. pegawai ramai da amik cuti. emergency nanti, tak ade orang boleh pergi balai.
mama: hemm, kalau macam tu..kita raya kl je la tahun ni..semua orang tak boleh keluar umah. kita duk dalam umah je.
abah: keluar jelaa..yang kerja abah..korang keluar la beraya..
mama: nak beraya kat mane? semua orang balik kampung..lagipun tak seronok abah tak ade..abah kene kerja.
end of discussion, i stepped into the house with a fake smile telling all the people that I already heard that. it is so sad.
raya kat changlun sangat best. the celebration itself is splendid. like the past years i had since i was small, ada tok, tokwan, paksu, maksu, pakngah and makngah. Mama has not many siblings. But, all people in that house are amazing. we can talk idly all along the nights at kampung.
another thing which is very special there is, MERCUN!!! hehe changlun is adjacent to the boundary of Malaysia-Thailand. Paksu used to get the 'stocks' for us! haha
hemph, but the thing is, all the gladness just fade away. :(
pdrm, can you please give our abah cuti on raya..?
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
i done edited many photos and currently sitting in nusaibah's cyber cafe to write something which is sweet and memorable.
friends, we hang out together and had iftar kat nandos-makan, ketawe and those stuffs without realizing that nabila will leave us soon. it is so sad to think back to the past years we spent those sad, sweet and stupid stories.
gaduh, merajuk, menanges-that were really hurt sometimes but it would be the greatest feeling ever when there was a person beside you, sincere to lend her shoulder that we call it a 'friend' and 'pujuk-memujuk' session started and ended in a short few minutes just because that was really comforting, girls.
ketawe terbahak-bahak, sendawa, jokes and riddles-sangat best! kuncup always made her setan face in the pictures thought that it would be scary but actually that was freak babe! and sakinah with her burp sound which i used to say, 'macam bunyi kerbau!' haha atiyah would smile and laugh. she is the most quiet member in the group [actually the way she's laughing is just the same as crying]. :p nabila could be the funniest person sometimes when we were at public at large [presentation]. this is the effect of nervous feeling in herself. hehe amy and yan were the prefects in our group. think that they managed to control us is totally wrong! haha because yan used to give us kunci gate asrama so that we could lepak2 dalam dorm and balik awal. hehe and amy just followed dengan muke tak bersalah!!!! :o
it's not enough to describe these in a short writing here. it's more when we experienced it ourselves.
nabila, take care of yourself there. we will always love as you are! jangan kawin kat sane! that's really important sebab aku chop nak angkat dulang hantaran. that will be so sweet kan? :)
Monday, August 31, 2009
Mood: lapar, waiting for sahur.. hehe
Song: You belong with me, Taylor Swift
Time: 4.18 a.m
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Kepada best friend saya:
during these 3 days berturut-turut kita keluar kan. aku nak cakap, 'It's okay babe. I'll be a great teman till you find a new girlfriend. hehe' tapi, aku tak cakap pun. sebab aku takut kau kecik hati.
semalam kita balik lambat. aku takot gile. but, aku i can remember sweet words came out from your mouth, 'tak pe..kalau kau kena marah aku cakap aku yang salah.' tapi, actually it was my fault also. Asyik salah bagi jalan je.. hemm.. Sorry pakcik!
semalam kau banyak sangat gelak. seriously, i honestly thought that you were not so sad with 'that'. but, listen! I'll try to renew your strenght. so, you'll not feel losing anyone. I'm here! :)
ingat lagi tak, semalam kau ada cakap, 'dulu, before aku fly, kau ada cakap yang kau nak still jumpe aku bila aku balik and kita keluar together. and, betollah..kita still jumpa and macam dulu jugak!' that's really sweet pakcik!haha but, sorry..i remember nothing. hehe
pakcik, right now we are off to different college and i know when you go back to jordan, it's hard to meet again. even, a short conversation through ym is also hard to do. but, that's not a big deal. we still best friend forever aite! :)
sweet words for you (which i can't say by mouth):
you believe me when i doubt myself
you help me
i am suprised by strenght!
you are my best friend!
ouh yaa! aku tahu. kau dah nak sampai kan! okay2, aku siap sekarang.. there ;)
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